anyway thats not my point; my point is: how do you express your love to the one person who truely deserves it when you have no money to get a gift or buy dinner? how do you express your love to the one person who shares your heart and supports your dreams, no matter how outlandish they may sound when they live 3000 miles away? What joy is the holiday we celebrate if you really cant spend it with the one you love? Whats the true point of valentines day if the person you want to spend it with; gets all of your love 364 or 365 days out of the year depending on if we are leaping or not? whats the point of adding a day speciffically for that? there isnt; its just way to make munnies for halmark and shit.
There are so many things i want to say in this blog and i cant really say them, for the eyes that may read this i kinda didnt tell you what happened; all i know is there was a small argument last night; and it honestly wasnt either of our faults; i dont blame her; and i dont blame me; i blame distance and the halmark company.(see what i did there i rhymed and didnt realize it, damn im smart, but i digress) I love her with the essences of my very existance; that places her on a balcony above the Eagles; above the madden; above the solidarity that i sometimes slink off too when people always ask where have you been. above all that there is this presidential suite in the flyest hotel in the universe and she's reserved it, and i share it with her. "Boy you always have something nice to say in your blogs; why dont you write poetry?" I do; i just havent been moved to really write a poem in recent months, check the work: http://www.gspoetry.com/ (member search: MrWakai) there are so many things i could say to my babes at this moment; and so many different things i could do; but the only thing thats really putting a damper in all my plans is this 3,000 mile barrier of space & time. If i have to find a way to make it possible for humans to become jumpers or BAMFers like nightcrawler and that new movie; then i'll do it; but im almost sure that by the time that comes; we'll be married settled down and have our first child and workin on the 2nd. but hey i could still make munnies. Again with the digressing. anybody who reads this already understands my love, adoration and deep feelings i have for my baybay and its getting harder for me to express those in just plain ass words any more...
Next topic: Happy Birthday KayFickie, you're 23, im glad to see that you made it another year; but your gonna have to get rid of that kato character; hes NOT GOOD FOR YOU, im not gonna keep telling you this; and you should know by now better than anybody if theres one person who wouldnt steer you wrong its me. just heed my words please? and stay friends or your going to end up hurt.
Another friend: Sams; i know things seem mad rough right now and i know you dont think that she's ever gonna talk to you again; but your really gonna have to just muscle up and call her and tell her how you really feel about her; and if she doesnt answer leave a voice mail; if she just iggs the call; keep calling til she picks up leaving a different voice mail every time; text her relentlessly if you have to; you say she's your heart; prove it to her. nahmeen?
Iono shun; i guess that does it for me words of wisdom this time; im still always open for suggestions of what to talk about and if you need advice on anything...
The summary for those who dont read it all:
Its not the fact that you dont have someone on halmark day;
its the fact that they just dont know it yet
and for the couples:
blah blah blah hallmark card words love blah blah.
Peace;
C. Valentino
8/8/06,
10/11/07
My Personal Valentines Days
10/11/07
My Personal Valentines Days
1 comment:
I see nothing wrong with showing a little extra thought and consideration on certain holidays.
As long as you give love all year round... V-day is just a bonus. Everybody likes bonuses.
But yeah... after a certain age, LD relationships just aren't a good idea. Not that they don't work... they're just extra tough.
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